okay my mood just swang-ed!
i guess i just aint ready to move on.
and i wrote a piece of poetry to clarify things up.
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i live in my dream, cos real life is a pain,
everyday i see you and him, i'd go insane,
i aint know what you see in him, i aint know what im short of,
you cheatin my feelings, you chopped a part of my heart off,
and you took it with you, and you left with your boyfriend,
now im all alone, bruised, scarred, im depressed and,
standin here waiting, while you and him debating,
me im still bleedin, cos you left without saying goodbye,
and baby are you blind? hearted, only using yo mind,
you wasted,
the time we spent worth the money i invested,
down the drain now im all infested,
my brain aint workin, always thinkin of you,
and it hurts to see you there without me,
cos without me, undoubtly, your incomplete,
cos without you, i doubt it, im just a lonely piece of shit.
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KILLUMINATI
by 2Pac
[2Pac] Let it be prophesized; niggaz'll die because ya crew's goon
Around the way niggaz get murdered by the full moon
Heard it in whispered tones
Niggaz is bold and they choose to roll
I kill em all, watch now nigga truth be told
Westside was the war cry, look how they scatter
Niggaz dyin by my 30-yard, brains'll splatter
Wonder why these niggaz cross me
I'm certified crazy, so sick the world made me
Now diggy-die, everytime I ride it's for reasons
Hard to kill a nigga cause I'm comin back like Jesus
Bow down to my ill nation runnin from drug cases
Lookin at my congregation so full of thug faces
Momma gave a nigga breath, a life of stress
I invest in a vest and makin niggaz watch they every step
Label me a threat
and I ain't even got started with this shit yet
Thug style baby, hands on my pistol, listen I'm a ridah
Every nigga breathin pay attention
Bout to show you motherfuckers how it feel, to drop a body
The simple gun to my lifestyle, Killuminati
Chorus: Kastro + 2Pac
[Kas] Yo Makaveli they can't stop you
[Pac] Hold it down
[Kas] Killuminati and we got you, got you
Yo Makaveli they can't stop you
[Pac] Hold it down
[Kas] Killuminati and we got you, got you
Yo Makaveli they can't stop you
[Pac] Hold it down
[Kas] Killuminati and we got you, got you
Yo Makaveli they can't stop you
[Pac] Hold it down
[Kas] Killuminati and we got you, got you
[2Pac]
After the fire comes the rain, after pleasure there's pain
Even though we broke for the moment, we'll be ballin again
Til I make it yo; my military be prepared for them bustaz
Similar to, bitches that scary, get too near me we rushin
Visions of over-packed prisons, fiends and niggaz thug livin
Pressures and three strikes, I hope they don't test us
They pull the heater ammunition it cranks, psssh
Move without a sound, as we slide down, pistols in place
They got me fiendin for currency, the money be callin
It's like I'm - dreamin, see in season me ballin
Participated in felonious behavior
Cock the cocked fo'-five, snatchin niggaz pagers
Labeled a mark soon as we start, it was hard to quit
We started out drinkin 40's, moved to harder shit
God damn now I'm a grown man, I follow no man
Nigga got my own plan, and it's called Killuminati
Chorus (w/ minor variations)
[E.D.I. Amin]
I spend most of my time bankin niggaz
because they hate a nigga, comin across fake niggaz
But we made niggaz, old school and I'm thinkin
Y'all some bitch made niggaz and you steadily sinkin
O-U-T, L-A-W-Z ain't nuttin fuckin with that
We bustin back comin back for the stacks
Laugh last cash cash, all I want is the paper
Givin them fuckers tool whips, I rule haters
Y'all can't fade us, we kill steal and peal quickly
The boss niggaz, definitely, put it down strictly
E.D.I. Amin, until the law come for me
Kill em all for shortie, ninety-nine Killuminati
[Kadafi]
They got me thinkin strugglin and hustling's my only fate
Choppin grams on the kichen plate, tryin to keep that money straight
Times its world war three up in these streets sleep
But when I crack, hammer cocked back rapped in my sheets
My life's been crossed, crooked since a seed it hurts
Got a package from the devil, payin my deeds
Preocuppied by the greed, in this crooked life I lead
More funds to spend, or bigger guns to squeeze
Me and my thugs clock G's simpin naughty thangs
Real as these tatt's on my body, and it's Killuminati
Chorus
[2Pac]
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
Hold it down, hold it down
Makaveli up in this bitch, worldwide mash, Westside
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
The question we ask, do you know what time it is?
Hold it down, hold it down
You know what type of shit we be
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
You want that hip-hop real
It's that hip-hop that's real
Hold it down, hold it down
Hip-hop that's worldwide, feel?
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
Fuck with me nigga you get killed!
Hold it down, hold it down
It don't get no realer than this
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
What's my motherfuckin name nigga?
Hold it down, hold it down
My niggaz we all bad
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
What's my muh'fuckin name nigga?
Hold it down, hold it down
What's my muh'fuckin name?
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
Outlawz in this BITCH
Death Row at his finest
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain
Repeat! Death Row at it's finest
Nigga, you know what time it is
Makaveli the Don until I'm gone, I maintain..
Outlawz..
P R O F I L E
How I Do Me :D
I Am Azlan. Likes: Making Music. Writing Poems. Rap. Looking At Pretty Girls. Acting HotStuff. XD Dislikes: Nothing.
Profiles: Facebook
I may look like a poser but fuck it I'm fresh!
I'm tucked neat, I'm sleek, copy that, I'm Zest!
Copy back, Um Yes, I roll with the best!
Studio 'a hundred and one' is where my fam is at!
I don't copy no style, I don't copy and write!
I steal and make em' mine, its called copyright!
People copy mine, cos they know I'm good with it!
Like I said, not a poser I'm just fresh with it!
S E V E N T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 17 years old, aren't i? oKay, maybe not yet. but this year i am.
ONE I went to school with mum's black pants on the first day of school. TWO I don't brush my teeth regularly. THREE I wax up my hair with Gatsby Moving Rubber. FOUR I'm a straight up MotherEffin' G. FIVE Killuminati! SIX I'm an Asian Nigga. SEVEN Rap is ma Thang. EIGHT I'm ghetto clothes-wise. NINE That's why i wore my mum's black pants to Campus on my first day (JAN Intake 2010) TEN I'm broke as hell. ELEVEN Really. TWELVE I'm. THIRTEEN Just. FOURTEEN Effin'. FIFTEEN Bored.
T O D O L I S T
I ain't got nuthin' better to do. really.
T A G B O A R D
Spit Yo Game MotherFucka!
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Mood Swang!
8:53 PM - Sunday, March 28, 2010
O.o
7:58 PM - Thursday, March 25, 2010
alright! i stopped being emo for sometime after being depressed for nothing. then becos i was bored and lonely and dont always go out cos its the school holidays for me, i make some new friend online. I logged on into my Interpals account. got into some chatroom. yea i did make some friends. exchanged email adress. After i got out of the chatroom, i went to edit my profile page. Then i received one message from some Brazilian chick on my inbox. so i checked it out. and after all the hoohaa hoohaa introducing each other.we exchanged email address and met at msn. since then she taught me Portuguese. heh. then we skyped, webcammed and yea she loves singing Chris Brown. heh. then last i checked she's 12. haha. i thought she could be 15 or 16 something like that. haha. Okay, thats for all now. cya~~~
If I was the one...
8:11 PM - Monday, March 15, 2010
Searched far and out for something that i could relate to. Finally found the song.
At least i got something to cry on.
Im on my own now i guess?
1:09 AM - Sunday, March 14, 2010
i must be the loneliest person on earth. why? B'cos i always give way to others. i care about others before myself. i didn't bother much about myself. but now i do. now that i realized it.
one by one, i could tick friends from the list as "attached" and no longer single. and i could even calculate the statistics. Is it Dating Season already? cos i feel left out. seriously!
Am i the last person on earth to ever get a girl of my dreams?
maybe not now, but i worry that with each passing time. im getting older.
17 and yet never have been in a relationship.
i dont want to turn 25 knowing that i never had a girlfriend during these teenage years.
But the single fact is, i still have not found the ideal girl.
One that could lift away my emptiness.
One that could bring me joy when i see her smile.
One that could understand me for what i stand for/who i am.
One that could rule my world.
Who is she? i have yet to discover. its only a matter of time for nature to take its course.
just like fishing. you throw in the rod. but it takes time to ring a bell in someone's head to go tell him/her that they love them.
Ok maybe i got you lost on that fishing part, but whatever it is, I'll still be waiting for that someone to cross path one day. the real problem is, I'm not that patient. Call me desperate. For that is how I'm feeling now. It's not my fault that I can't help myself. I see friends getting into a relationship and i just get jealous easily.
And if you're asking, what about crushes? Do i have one? Well, yes i had a few. but it doesn't really works well for me. It's useless to cry every night knowing that the person you like is already taken. It's like crying over spilled/spilt milk.
So i rather stick up to one plan. Let nature take its course. Cos all the other plans have got me hurt in the process before. So yeah, til then this is Azlan signing off.
one by one, i could tick friends from the list as "attached" and no longer single. and i could even calculate the statistics. Is it Dating Season already? cos i feel left out. seriously!
Am i the last person on earth to ever get a girl of my dreams?
maybe not now, but i worry that with each passing time. im getting older.
17 and yet never have been in a relationship.
i dont want to turn 25 knowing that i never had a girlfriend during these teenage years.
But the single fact is, i still have not found the ideal girl.
One that could lift away my emptiness.
One that could bring me joy when i see her smile.
One that could understand me for what i stand for/who i am.
One that could rule my world.
Who is she? i have yet to discover. its only a matter of time for nature to take its course.
just like fishing. you throw in the rod. but it takes time to ring a bell in someone's head to go tell him/her that they love them.
Ok maybe i got you lost on that fishing part, but whatever it is, I'll still be waiting for that someone to cross path one day. the real problem is, I'm not that patient. Call me desperate. For that is how I'm feeling now. It's not my fault that I can't help myself. I see friends getting into a relationship and i just get jealous easily.
And if you're asking, what about crushes? Do i have one? Well, yes i had a few. but it doesn't really works well for me. It's useless to cry every night knowing that the person you like is already taken. It's like crying over spilled/spilt milk.
So i rather stick up to one plan. Let nature take its course. Cos all the other plans have got me hurt in the process before. So yeah, til then this is Azlan signing off.
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7:30 PM - Sunday, March 7, 2010
A R C H I V E S
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A F F I L I A T E S
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